i have the weirdest music going through my head

Train's old stuff, and JET, Howie Day, Hellogoodbye, random country songs...

hehe, it's silly and reminds of Noah

i miss him.

even things like...how he used to make me scream when he'd come home, pick me up and swing me around the kitchen

and how we'd fight over the silliest things

when i sang "Rockin' Around the Christmas Tree" so loud, and so frequently

that he locked me out the house in freezing temperatures

and i climbed in the window, and promptly began again.

...

second grade, sketching horses...he stole my drawing, made me cry and then...

he took it to mom&dad only to tell them to enroll me in art classes

because he thought it was good.

two+ years is a long time

but sometimes it's not long enough...

Time is kind.

God is in control.

and He is good.