2.21.2010

i'm down to a whisper.

busy life now proves that i have no organizational skills.
fumbling...
surmounting: dread-heart letters
growing up
phone conversations
snobby bridal shop ladies
the blurry future.
There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear...
quiet nights with:
a delightfully lazy Beta fish
Chemistry studying
Buble playing as a pleasant background

daytime blues because the light is all white
hurting head
Chemistry tests
went well
phew.
L'Engle causes imagination to do quantum leaps
my male cat, Carol, leaps on window screens
*smile*

pleasant, non-fearful conversations with good friends
blessed things
struggling with leadership
i love being a little kid too much - this bugs some people
then other people decide that i'm the most amazing thing they've ever met
and i fall apart and get exasperated and mistake straight people for being gay
(advice: don't. ever. do. that.)
merciful heavens
intense
funny thing is...i didn't care at the moment. i just asked forthrightly...and was answered.
forthrightly

assisted in watching seventy kindergarten through sixth grade beasties for
six hours
in a highschool completely given to that purpose for the evening
i have never experienced that kind of mental exhaustion since...
...i can't even remember
if six grade boys weren't from the devil, they'd be from the devil
holy .
kind of nervous about many things.
i dislike being nervous
my shoulders twitch under responsibility
oh yeah...big secret revealed. um no.
whatever!

life is too wonderful to not try things simply because you haven't before
like plaid tights
and interviews
and other big girl stuff
*breathes*

4 comments:

Chip said...

Yep, Life is never boring. It is even a "little" exciting and emotional.

Julie Snider said...

This is awesome Havi. Love your style :) Life is crazy, for sure... Miss you.

Chxzanadeau said...

Yay for Buble! He is awesome. :)Great post, by the way - the way you wrote it reminds me of my life. :)

–Z said...

Almost like stream of consciousness. I love it.